No Internet at my place still until Saturday so that makes doing work really annoying as fuck. I did get to have a little bit of time to myself yesterday before I did my homework though so I hung out with Pedro at the mall. We went to Spencers and this guy was watching us as though we were going to steal something. The bastard is lucky he caught me in a good mood or I would have made a total scene. Instead said that I wasn't ever going to go back there for that reason because I didn't appreciate being looked at as though I'm some thief. I know he and the manager heard me so hopefully she speaks to him about it. I am many things but a thief is not one of them and I fucking hate going into a store and being looked at that way. The last time it happened I called the bastard on his shit and got the number for their district manager so that I could lodge a complaint. He knew I was going to do that because I made a scene in the store because of it (this was at Kmart). He said he was facing the items on the shelf and that he wasn't looking at me and my friends but I called him on the fact that his attempt at facing was making things worse, showing that he wasn't looking at what he was doing but us instead. I think I'll do the same with this bastard (the call to the DM, not making a scene). I have my freaking pride and refuse to be followed around as though I'm some criminal.

Midterms are coming up soon, and the Internet has to be returned like fast since most of my classes are on-line this semester.

I had a fun time with Pedro at Chug-A-Mug Monday night, probably the best Monday I've had in a while. Going there with him is always fun. Tonight is the SOUL meeting and that means everyone is probably going to go to Monopole, but I definitely don't feel up to it. I don't know, unless I'm there with someone from the Brink house or one of the other people I usually hang out there with, it just isn't quite the same for me. I think there is also a drag show this week but I know that I'm definitely not going to go. I all honesty, I have no desire or reason to go to Backstreet anytime soon. I use to love the place when I wasn't 21, but now that I am, I simply prefer either Peabody’s, Monopole, or Tabu. I also have no real desire to hang out with any of the gay people up here, at least the males. I'm not going to waste energy trying to make friends with people who have no interest in doing the same. One of these days maybe my faith in gay males will return, but it won't be anytime soon. It is just one let down after another. Thank the goddess that there are women in this world, they definitely make the best friends (my current male friends are still really cool so I didn't forget about you).

Ok, time to finish up work. Thankfully most of the difficult stuff is not due until next week so the Internet being out won't totally cripple me.

What mask am I wearing over this empty shell?: annoyed